Hurt

Entroducing.... one of my favorite lyrics of all time: Hurt by Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

I really should be doing work but...

Ionno, just feeling pretty good these days... I just feel really loved. :) I keep forgetting to post an entry about this japanese place I went to. It's called izumi or something, in north park, and the food's really good. Not as traditional as Kikuya, but they're pretty generous and the fish is really fresh!

We had the fresh tuna salad. The tuna chunks were marinated in a sesame oil-based sauce, and was yummy with the microgreens.

Next on, I had the seared scallops. It was tasty in a soy-based sauce, with fish roe on top. A tad too salty tho, and the scallops were kinda small, and a little dry. Nonetheless, definitely above average!


I had the stuffed orange roll, which was essentially spicy scallops in the roll with fresh salmon around it. I actually like this, they were generous with the rice, and even though it was only 4 pieces, I felt real full after it. The salmon sashimi was really good, especially the thick chunks.


We went to this dessert shop after, where I had the strawberry fraiche. The filling was sweet custard and strawberry sauce, and layered with a coating of whipped cream. The strawberries weren't overly sour, and the cake was moist and not overly sweet. For custard lovers like Jenn, this would prolly hit the spot.

Went to the Fish Market @ Del Mar too, cuz Mike's mum was here for a week.


I had my usual swordfish with basil cherry tomatoes and potato gratin. The fish was a tad tough this time, and not as melt-in-yr-mouth as I remember, but overall it was good.

I had the triple berry crisp with vanilla ice cream, and it was really good! Heaps better than that crap I had at extraordinary desserts. The berries weren't too sour, and it was sweet against the milky vanilla ice cream. I love it. :D

Okay guess I should go back to work.

"The monkey on your back is the latest trend, and I'm your biggest fan" :)

Life is like finding a parking space.

It's funny how you can suddenly develop an epiphany doing the most mundane things. I was trying to find a parking lot at my apartment complex when one suddenly crept on me. Now, it's incredibly hard to find a parking lot after I wanna say 8pm everyday, including the weekends, because my apartment complex is mostly occupied by low-life graduate students with their boring families who does nothing but wheel their kids around the apartment blocks. That said, I wasn't hoping to find a spot close to my block when I got home from gym at 9 plus. So imagine my thrill when I found one which was moderately close to my block, maybe about two blocks away from my place. As I was getting out of the car, and headed towards the mailbox to get my mail, this car reversed out from its lot from RIGHT OUTSIDE my house! As I was getting into my car to park at that new spot (by now, you guys must think I'm incredibly lazy, to drive two blocks instead of walking, with the soaring gas prices and all that, but in my defense, I just purchased a shitload of groceries that I need to carry home. So there!), this car zoomed past me and subsequently parked the car even before I could start my engine.

So right now, you're prolly thinking wth am I blabbering about? The thing I realized is that life is like finding a parking lot. You have your lot in life, just like cars have their parking lots. There's no point in fighting for other people's lots, because some things are just meant to be.

Now, I'm not saying that you should be resigned to your fate and just sulk in your very lousy parking lot, but what I'm saying is that one should be content with his lot (pun intended), and there is no point at all in being overly envious and jealous of other people's lots.

Believe me, I've tried means to prevent people from taking my very good lot at times, but well, it doesn't always work, just like how there's good times and bad times, and rather than being angry and mad when you got a bad lot, just bear in mind that the race is long, sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. Sometimes you get excellent parking lots, sometimes you get sulky ones.

So seek comfort that you got a lot, as sulky as it is. Sometimes you don't even get a lot, and have to park super far away in the other apartment complex. There's always bound to be someone worse off than you, so cherish what you have, and appreciate them for their good instead of myopically looking at the bad in your life. Like what my friend Terence said, some people can't even make it home to find a parking lot......

Like one of my favorite sayings of all time " God gave me the strength to change the things I can, the serenity to accept the things I can't, and the wisdom to know the difference".

Shepard's pie!

I realize that my blog is kinda like my stand-in boyfriend. I started this blog when I launched into singlehood, and I think it was my channel of ranting, and talking about my everyday life. Ah, the comfort of confiding in my posts.

Anyways, I made shepard's pie! It used to be one of my favorite foods when I was little. I remember always staying over at my cousin's, and the maid will make spaghetti with ground beef and mushroom, AND shepard's pie! I used to eat soooo much. :P So anyways, my shit attempt at making it. It tastes soooooo good. :) I'm pretty amazed. I ddi a twist on it, instead of putting carrots and peas, I put cauliflower, and I used fat-free milk and low fat butter to make the mashed potatoes, red-skin potatoes (more nutritious) and added a good amt of basil to heighten the taste of the beef. Well, it really does taste like the best thing I've ever made! :P Brings me back to the good old days...

I am so lame.

Aight, sorry for being so lame these two weeks. The thought of writing a post has crossed my mind umpteen times, but nothing draws to mind! The last two weeks has been so uneventful and monotonous. Unless I want to complain about the never-ending work and classes, of course, but I'm sure you guys have better things to do than to hear me go on and on about work.

Went to a casino night organized by the taiwanese association today. It was really fun! It kinda felt like the prom cuz everyone was dressed up in slinky dresses and shirts and ties. The theme was red and gold, so you can imagine, red and gold balloons, glittery butterflies on glass vases adorned with spring flowers. Very tasteful. Didn't drink much and ate quite a bit of food. The DJ was really good tho, feels like he was playing the hiphop playlist off my ipod. Heh.

I feel fat. I was sick all last week and didn't go to the gym. And the week before that, I was in London, so I didn't get to go to gym. I went this Mon and that was it. I did contemplate going today, but I just couldn't physically get my arse off my bed.

I slept around 12 hours today! So proud of myself. Ha ha. I love it that I can recoup all my sleep during the weekends. Few people I know are capable of that. Usually people just wake up their normal working times. Somehow my body senses it's the weekend, gives a little jump of joy, and just proceed to indulge in deep sleep. Ha.

A few days ago, I dreamed that I was a princess. Wee! And well to put a long story short, it involves my dad being the king (who hates the knight who I'm in love with), a knight who I'm in love with, and a wicked prince who tries to force me to be together with him. Oh well.

MY SISTER'S COMING FOR A WEEKEND NEXT MONTH! I'm so excited! She has a conference in Philly, so she's flying here to spend time with me before she goes. I miss her soooooo much. ^_____^ It's gonna be great.

Headed back to the motherland in June. Going to Perth for a week too. Gonna be a sweet sweet summer! :)

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I am officially addicted to "How I met your mother". Eh hem.

Lunden III

Dim Sum the third day! We went to this place called Imperial China or something like that near Covent Garden. The dim sum was comparable to Singapore's Crystal Jade Golden Palace, but the char siew sou was SUPER GOOD. The crust was flaky and sweet, and the BBQ pork was sooo fresh and sooo yummy!

Happy Jenn and I!

Li'er and Ariane! :)


The century egg porridge was super yummy. Not too bland, not too salty. :)


The carrot cake was so-so.


The fan chong was so so too.

The acclaimed char siew sou.

Other assorted dim sum.


Went to this Japanese fusion restaurant for dinner - Atami's! Li'er curled my hair for me... so sweet of her... I love you babe! :)
In the cab... me and Li'er
Jenn and Ariane...

I had this really yummy drink, which was a plum wine shaken with egg white. Pretty good.


I had the foie gras with pan seared duck breast. The foie gras was kinda oily, and undercooked, so it wasn't that great. A good foie gras shouldn't taste oily at all.

We ended up going to Movida, which is a super exclusive club that is really hard to get in. And it was model's night, so the whole place was swarming with hot hot hawt models.


Cam-whoring.
Again.
And again.


We couldn't get a cab to supper at Chinatown, so we hopped onto this rickshaw where this poor Asian dude had to lug all four of us. Very brave man.

We had the whole of an hour to pack our luggage and drag our sorry arses to the airport. Ha. An unforgettable trip indeed.